Gemma Garrett

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This is poem number two,

A Snow Coloured Body With a Pillow of Blood.

I’m stood here,
Watching,
Your blood’s running down your neck,
On to the frosted floor,
Soaking deep in,
Red puddles surrounding your,
Still, Lifeless,
Head,
As a pillow.

Your coat,
Once so white,
Like winter snow itself,
Now stained,
A glistening,
Dark crimson,
In this dull autumn light.

Shreds of red dyed wool,
Hanging from your wound,
Your attacker hangs back,
In the covering forest,
Watching me closely,
I can’t calm you,
Or help you,
To ease your pain,
Or I’d lie,
Like you do now,
At my freezing feet,
Dying prey.

I can’t stay any longer,
I can’t wait and watch,
I have to go,
Back across your barren land,
To my home,
Where you wouldn’t have been,
Hunted.

I whisper,
My sorries,
My goodbyes.
But then I chance my luck,
I look to the shadows,
Of the haunting forest,
In the clearing,
I can’t see he’s watching,
Waiting,
And getting impatient.

Quickly,
I crouch,
Reach down,
Stroke your cooling body,
And lay my death gift,
To you,
On your soaked, heaving chest,
Whisper one last word,
And flee.

Okay this one’s a bit weird,I know. And a bit grose lol but tell me what you think any way

Gemma Garrett .

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My first poem,

For ever and Always.

Sat by my window,
Watching complete strangers,
Just walking past,
It’s as if they have no worries,
Completely at easy with their lives.
I envy them,
Trying to picture myself,
In their worriless lives,
By watching their body language,
And listening,
To their idle chat,
That just seems to gush out of their mouths,
Uncontrolled.

I count the glistening drops,
That crawl down my painted cheeks,
As I’m thinking of you.
I don’t wish things were perfect,
Or that we were together,
I just wish I could say,
Everything I want to say,
But all I can do,
Is talk in silence.

You blame yourself,
But I blame me.
There’s a huge war,
Going on inside of me,
Just below the surface,
Bursting to get out,
It must not.
I have to keep up my guard,
On my tip toes,
Or people will get hurt,
People I care about,
Innocent people,
As I fight with myself.

There are four razor sharp words,
That I long to say,
But I don’t feel I can.
Anything I say,
Just seems to trip,
Making things worse,
Especially my swept questions,
But remember,
There’s Always,
An under lying story,
To my words.
My friends have started,
To see this,
They are slowly starting to learn,
To see through the gaps,
In my smiling,
Mask,
I wish you could too.

There’s so much,
I would of to told you,
But now I can’t.
So many secrets,
I would have shared,
I miss you,
I miss the way you talked to me,
The things you said
The sweet way you acted.
I miss,
The way we used to be,
The way we could have been.

I was stupid,
To even think,
That maybe,
We could actually Be.
I’m still in love with you,
That’s why,
It still hurts so much,
But I don’t hate you,
I would never,
Could never,
Hate you.

Yes it hurts now,
But I’ll be fine,
I’ll sort myself out,
Again I’ll pull myself back out,
Of this Eternal darkness I’m in,
Just as soon as,
I sort my head out,
And feel better.
But there’s just,
One thing,
I want to say,
You’ve heard me say before,
I want you to know,
LYA,
I’ll Love You Always.
I’m sorry.

 Remember, tell me what you think.

Gemma Garrett .

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Sorry I haven’tbeen on for ages because I’ve been on holiday for a bit, with my family to Aberystwyth and Borth. It was fun, but a bit rainy stuck in a caravan in the rain not so great lol! Mums boyfriend came too :S made our holiday hard to bare, as we’ve never spent more than a week at a time with him :S He was a bit snappy and got a bit huffy when we wouldnt get up at 7 in the morning to be ready by 9. You see for me, my mum and brother ( sam ) a holiday is for relaxing, which I’m sure it is to most of you, but Chris didnt seem to have the same oppinion. But other than that and the wet weather, as normal here in Wales, it was a good holiday. I learnt about six new card games too, when it was raining, you see chris is a big fan of card games and plays a lot of poker and things like that (SHH… Dont tell any one but me and Sam both beat him, once each. Haha Chris )

We climbed over the cliff to walk to Aberystwyth, it was very tiring. And when we reached the top we ordered our lunch, but mum, Chris and Sam all had to wait over an hour just for a sandwich and two jacket potato’s that were done in the microwave :O but clever me, i order something already made and got to eat mine straight away tehe.

One the second day of being there we went for a walk all the way down Devil’s Bridge and back up again, in the pouring rain . Now that was tiring, I’ve never walked up so many steps at once, Mum and Sam’s legs ached the next day.
One the last day we went to Borth to the  Animalarium, which was great fun. Last time we went i got the fright of my life as the leopard jumpped straight at me n the cage fence didnt seem very strong agaist it, but thank god it did hold :S very scary!!! :O

Most of my holiday when it was raining it was very boring zzzz…. but I did write some poems (strange ones though) and drew a few pictures and read A LOT !! lol I got through 4 books in three days :s which me frends now thing Im weird for
I’ll write my poems on here soon, look out for them and i might put a few pictures on soon too, so of pictures i’ve drawn and some ive taken over the school holidays so far.

Well I better go,
write soon.

Gemma Garrett x.

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Tomorrow, me and a few mates are going to Brecon cinema. It should be fun, we’re going to see Wal-E. So lots of pop corn and sweets to stuff our faces on tomorrow night :L

Ive hardly done anything since we’ve started our holidays…
So… Ive decided I must meet up with my mates more.. before I go on holiday.
Six weeks… How am I ever going to fill them up lol
Apart from homework of course…
But I haven’t got to much…
Im trying to get most of it done now so it doesnt fill the rest of my holiday…

But I am going to have lost of time spare still so…
Im going to.. write…
On here..
On paper… 
More poems…
More of my story..
Up dating my websites…
Etc. Etc. Etc…

I better go,

 Bye Bye,
         Gemma Garrett xx

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I have so much coursework at the moment…. It really sucks, But its all for my GCSE’s that i’ll be doing in two years :S EIKA!!

I love art, but i have so much homework… its really hard keeping up with it all. And my new time table, for my classes and class times, at school, is wierd. On a tues day I have quad Geography, then triple Child Devel. Talk about a rough day!

I haven’t written on here for ages ……..
I spose it’s because of all my homework, so I’ve had hardly any freetime. And when I’ve had spare time I’ve used it to relax….. umm…
I’ve got behind in my emails… my blogs… and web chats with my mates….
But I have done another one or two poems!!
I’ll maybe write them on here another time….

I better go… :S
More homework to do.. lol

ByeBye
    Gemma Garrett

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A lot of my friends at school are doing their final exams for GCSE’s, so at the moment their having to revise LOADS!! their all using the revision booklets we get given byour school and websites on the internet like http://www.bbc.co.uk/schools/gcsebitesize/  which looks quite helpful when it comes to revising for your GCSE’s.

I wish them all the best of luck (especially Andrew, Ed, Ruby, Rosie and Dan! )and anyone else who’s doing their GCSE’s !!!

Cya
Gemma x

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How cool is this? Miss Great Britain is called Gemma Garrett, and thats my name!!!! It could be me lol but its not… she’s 26 so she’s like 10 years older than me and prettier (only slightly though lol ! )
I think its very cool…

oh, sorry i better go, ive got to revise for my German oral tomorrow.

byebye
Gemma x

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well, Gwernyfed High School has finally got its new kitchen!! at last lol apparently its really nice inside but me and a few mates wont go near it yet allone inside it because we arent ment to eat in it, ecause we dont pay for school lunches instead we have packed lunches lol. hummm…. im not sure how thats fair because were not even allowed to eat inside anywhere else, so we are forced to eat outside which is fine for now lol because its dry but whats going to happen when its raining?!?! :s me and my mates arent going to be thrilled. I think its kind of unfair, but hey not much is going to change.

Supprisingly I’ve actually had a great week!!! even though wev’e had loads of tests n hard work but still I’ve been really happy. Although some of my mates are kind of down at the moment, for private reasons im not allowed to say lol or they’d kill me

well i better go, got revising to do cos I’ve got my German oral next week EEKK!!!

byebye
Gemmz x

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I don’t know why but it feels like this could be a very long weekend. Ive got a mountain of homework, my mates are all either busy or doing homework too. Great, and the worst thing is on thurs some of the teachers at school are going on strike in the NUT ! And we arent allowed the day off!! How unfair is that, like two classes in my year have been told to stay home but me and the rest of my class still have to go !!  the only good thing about all this is i think the name for the union is funny! The NUT hehe!

well i better go if i ever want to finish my homework on time…

byebye
Gema x

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Me, my brother and my dad all watched Star Dust last night and a have to say its a fab film. Anyone who hasnt seen it, its great and you should watch it!!

Guess what..

im on my own this morning. Im the only one up. which is kind of strange because normally Sam (my brother) is up way before me!! -hes strange- lol. i love to sleep just i couldnt this morning, but when i came into the office i was shock to see Sam wasnt there. Hes still in bed now and normally he would have been up 3 hours or so ago!! He must be tired!

not much has happened to me in the past few days. Found out shocking news about a friend, which when it happens is going to make me cry!! -she might be leaving- and thats about it. Oh and ive met mums boyfriend who’s actually okay… And i just got two new gerbils! One thats a blondie, brownie, whitey, ginger which my mate has called Andrew :S becos it looks like a boy we know called Andrew. And the others either a slate or blue gerbils which is like a really smokey, pale grey-white colour which hasnt got a name yet. My one friend wanted to call them smokey and bacon, which has sort of stuck but i dont really think ill keep those names yet. Got any ideas for names??? if you have please leave a comment.

Okay i better go now…

…Byebye
Gema x

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