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My first poem,
For ever and Always.
Sat by my window,
Watching complete strangers,
Just walking past,
It’s as if they have no worries,
Completely at easy with their lives.
I envy them,
Trying to picture myself,
In their worriless lives,
By watching their body language,
And listening,
To their idle chat,
That just seems to gush out of their mouths,
Uncontrolled.
I count the glistening drops,
That crawl down my painted cheeks,
As I’m thinking of you.
I don’t wish things were perfect,
Or that we were together,
I just wish I could say,
Everything I want to say,
But all I can do,
Is talk in silence.
You blame yourself,
But I blame me.
There’s a huge war,
Going on inside of me,
Just below the surface,
Bursting to get out,
It must not.
I have to keep up my guard,
On my tip toes,
Or people will get hurt,
People I care about,
Innocent people,
As I fight with myself.
There are four razor sharp words,
That I long to say,
But I don’t feel I can.
Anything I say,
Just seems to trip,
Making things worse,
Especially my swept questions,
But remember,
There’s Always,
An under lying story,
To my words.
My friends have started,
To see this,
They are slowly starting to learn,
To see through the gaps,
In my smiling,
Mask,
I wish you could too.
There’s so much,
I would of to told you,
But now I can’t.
So many secrets,
I would have shared,
I miss you,
I miss the way you talked to me,
The things you said
The sweet way you acted.
I miss,
The way we used to be,
The way we could have been.
I was stupid,
To even think,
That maybe,
We could actually Be.
I’m still in love with you,
That’s why,
It still hurts so much,
But I don’t hate you,
I would never,
Could never,
Hate you.
Yes it hurts now,
But I’ll be fine,
I’ll sort myself out,
Again I’ll pull myself back out,
Of this Eternal darkness I’m in,
Just as soon as,
I sort my head out,
And feel better.
But there’s just,
One thing,
I want to say,
You’ve heard me say before,
I want you to know,
LYA,
I’ll Love You Always.
I’m sorry.
Remember, tell me what you think.
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