Gemma Garrett

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well ive reasently got back from school and in and hour im going rock climbing which i do with two friends n my bro every monday. well those lorry men have finally finished the road!! AHH!! at last we have peace ad quiet at night lol.

gabby’s not talking to dizz (again) all though i dont no where dizz no’s she not yet lol gosh what a complicated life i lead! oh and dizz isnt talking to andrew because dizz asked out a boi but he said no tht he already had a girlfrend : but no1 knew this. but he said that his sister which was one of our frends in our year isnt allowed to know. but we’d told andrew and for ages he kept laughing and taking the mick out of dizz but then today he told his mates and they were gonna tell serena (our mate; the one thats not ment to know) so dizz ended up taking serena and telling her and is no blaming andrew for it so thats rather annoying but i know they’ll make frends soon lol.

sorry better go got dinner now otherwise i wont get to eat untill 9 o’clock

byebye
Gemmz :)  

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for the past few night these annoying lorry men have been right out side my house digging up the road so the can retarmack it but the bad thing is they come at half 5 and dont go until midnight!!! it drives me insane their SOO.. loud!!!

so to keep me from shouting at them because ive been trying to sleep i have dicided to write a ‘book’ and because ive got less homework now ( which is great!) i have the time to write it!!!

im going out to the cinema in half an hour to see juno i think . it should b good

but i better go or i wont be ready…

byebye
Gemmz

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yes umm… im bored just got home from school , i should b doin home work , sams upstairs wiv his friend so i can finaly go on the computer !! but im only checkin my mail so im gonna have to be quick

it was amusing at school today katie put jelly on sams seat and he nearly sat in it but then we got kept back after school to b shouuted at for katie through stuff down the bus and she wasnt even there lol she’d allready gone home!! lol

and dizz stole my shoe at lunch break and gave it to andrew n his mates , and andrews mate not sure wether it was ed or steeve but they through my shoe over the top of a door and then they stop dizz from getting it back for ages!! so i looked weird as i had only one shoe so u could see my blue sock lol so i had quite a good day at school today

so though because now i have to go

byebye
Gemmz xx

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Ahh!!! Soz I gotta b quick cos im in ict !! n miss will tell me off . francas in today , dizz is annoyin me n im not talkin to gabby  atm lol  N DIZZ KEEPS ATTACKIN ME LOL AHHH! KK BETTA GO MISS IS COMING BYEBYE  XX

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lol humm, yes we left my aunties last night after havin a fab time. My auntie drove use to our dads : her brother. its now the morning after tracey ( thats my auntie) stayed over night, her and my dad got drunk n didnt go to bed until like 7 o’clock this morning !! how do i know that , well i was awake n they were still talking down stairs ! my dads sort of nocternal if thats how you spell it , he tends to get up at about 3 pm , cook us food ,wash up, work ,cook us dinner, wash up work , play with sam on world of warcraft then work again until like 7 am!! so hes up when its dark n in bed when its mostly dark!! my brothers a lot like him! the way they sleep and act sort of thing, its sort of amusing . 

At the moment sam is on the computer , dads in bed ( duh! ) , traceys asleep down stairs on the sofa n me, well im on here and thinking :S scary isnt it? lol and ive just text my mum. Its kind of strange im sort of having fun n like being away from everything at home but at the same time hate being away from home because i miss my mum , cats n gerbils etc.( i have lots of animals lol ) And i like being away from my friends because they are in the middle of one of their annoying squables but at the same time i miss them , talking to them, hanging around with them,having fun! :S  

Well i better get on with this and talk about something more interesting than my dad and stuff lol. well this whole week its our half term so me and sam stayed at our aunties , it rocked !! we had lots of fun - very different from home because we didnt have our friends to meet up with or to annoy us or anything like that . Although we are missing our mum loads , why wouldnt we?!? we spend most our time with her  and we miss our cats ( bracken n felix mostly) because bracken is my cat ive had him since he was a tiny kitten n he sees me as his mum n sam misses felix because thats his cat which we’ve had from birth ( my other cat : tabitha, gave birth to him) so there both very sweet and ever so much missed by me and sam! you’re lucky im not hyper n talking wierdly because ive been very tired most of the week and when im tired im mostly really really hyper and then suddenly ill be really grumpy and snappy but then give me 5 mins n im hyper again lol. Oh and by the way the vurn on my face from the acid has almost gone!! YAYA!!

Ive also remembered i said i would write my poem out for you , see what you think :-

Longing through that awful feeling you get from your heart!

I long for this sadness and pain to go,
For you to say you feel the way i feel for you,
But no, i wait each day like the last,
In sorrow as i sit watching the wind blow and tatter the trees,
Wishing i was with you,
Just to hear your voice,
Just to see that flaunt-less smile i so long to see,
Your glistening, stunning, sky like eyes.

My feelings for you are ever growing,
So close to you yet unable to touch,
Five minutes seems like five hours if im away from you,
I’ve heard rumours that you like me too,
That you feel the way i do,
But i cant believe it, it cant be true,
Friends that can see i like you,
Keep telling me to ask you the thing i so long to,
But the pain of if you said ‘no’,
That dreaded, blade sharp word,
Keeps me from asking,
Because the pain would be a million times worse,
Than the pain im feeling now,
Yet it still stays to taunt and torture,
That opportunity i know i shouldnt take but so long to.

Theres no way i can escape this menacing feelings’ grasp,
Its got my now, its too late, im in too deep, way over my head,
Feeling as though im drowning,
Too far from the surface with not enough power to swim.

Longing to run, to hide but cant,
Im stuck on a blank canvas,
Nowhere to go with nothing to do but suffer,
One day maybe ill have the power to escape,
But not now,
Not even if i wanted to.

My heart tells me i should stay,
Just for now, just one more day,
It told me this yesterday,
It tricked me,
I dont think i should trust my heart anymore,
It seems to get me hurt a lot,
But then who can i trust and believe if i cant my own heart?

SO WHAT DID YOU THINK??
please leave a comment. 

well i better go

byebye!
Gemma x

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Ahh!!! the hols - Bliss ! im at my aunties watchin tv , playing on here , chating , bout to go out side and play on the trampoline which will be cool and then gonna have lunch and go to a castle and then later were going to go bowling !!! awsome!! i forgot to mention on my last post im also recovering lol bacause on friday : last day of term. i burnt my cheek with hydro-chloric acid it recked!! it sorta burnt into my skin i think i got it off my goggles but i didnt tell the teacher or i would have been kept behind n i would of missed my bus so i went home but on the bus it really really hurt n made me cry ( n i never cry!) so dizz tried to get water but no1 had any . when we got off the bus we tried to wash it off but used cold water becasue it was in the ladies toilets at the top of the car park , it sorta just numbed the pain but it soon hurt again and when i got home i went on the internet to see what i should do and it said to take any clothes that might have it on off and then wash it for at least 15 mins in warm water so i did n it left like a burn mark on my cheek where it had been so now im not aloud to touch it or do anything to it ( i should have gone to the doctors as the site i went on said to wash it then seek medical advice straight away but i didnt :S i didnt really have time to ) but it seems ok - a lot better now and its been 4 days!! im hopeing its gone by the time i go back to school !! :S

sorry i getter go , sams whinning at me to hurry up as hes bored and wants to go on the trampoline !!

byebye!
Gemmz x

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yes at last its the last day of school over and done with for the half term and i think it came at the right time, my closest three friends have been fighting and arguing alot to day and yesterday!! two of who are kinda being harsh n makin me feel terrible because they feel bad ! which suks so i think the hols came at the right time for us !

im also goin to my aunties for the hols to get away from every1 although im gonna miss my mum n pets and im getting my hair dyed ( my mums doing that because she very good at it)

omg guess what i had to do a poem for school but we wernt ment to put our real names on and i made one up but it turned out to be a real person which  i didnt no until id given it in so i hope i dont win or they’ll read the name out . the name turned out to be a ex page three model whos now become gay! :S i thought the teacher looked at me strangly when i told her , but i didnt even no she was a real person until id got home and id given it in by then so it was to late!!! OOPs!! although i drew pics on it n stuff to go with the poem ( which was a forbiden love poem!) maybe ill right it up for you one day thats if you want me to ; according to my friends it was good but there we go , they could just besaying that! :S

ok i better go i gotta meet up with a few friends to practise a play weve gotta do its quite fun to do ( i dont normally like acting ) but it scares me to the fact we are going to have to do it in front of the whole year and if we get into the top four weve gotta preform it infront of the whole school : about 700 people!! :S and i get huge stage fright!! :S uh oh!!! so i gotta practise all the hols!!!

gotta go

byebye!
Gemma x

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umm.. i dunno what to say

just a small post to say Noo!!! i ve got my 4th german CW test this week n i got my rough results for the first three were 19 , 19, 20 and im hoping ill get 20 again for this next one!!

okay better go

Gemma x

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ive been waiting to go on the computer all afternoon since 4 o clock! sam is always on the computer now for hours!  and at last hes come off although he doesnt no im on here yet he only went upstairs n i took my chance to go on the computer lol he’ll be back in a min or 2 so i gotta be  quick

not much has happened this week not long till school half term!! i cant wait schools starting to get boring n strange u can tell every1 is starting to get tired !! lol even my friends have started to fight among thems selves!! :S uh oh could be a few tricky weeks coming up!

better go now hes comin back

cya
Gemma x

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well i can only be quick because im at gabby’s - a friend of mines . im showing her my blog and stuff, how to use it n things like that because she wants to get one so im showing her different ones n how they work etc. louise and gabby are teasing me but i think their also kind of interested because they keep asking me questions n things!

well better go and show them another site

byebye!
Gemma x

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